alone?

Have you ever been alone – where in nobody’s watching and your naked eyes see nobody. Nobody hears you scream. Your heart cries out in silence - a thing your lonely soul never desired. You tried to smile but your heart just can’t coalesce with what your mind dictates. Your lips won’t stretch sideward even just for the sake of hiding your emotions. When nothing’s too emphatic like living in a monochromatic world of mainly black and white. Have you been such?

Sometimes you feel life’s too inequitable, life makes the world too acute for you to move. You want to roll down the floor. You want to make everything you plan but you’re not sure even making even a single step forward, because you’re afraid, things will lose their tracks again. You feel you’ve got no one to rely on, ‘cause everybody’s too unpredictable. They will suddenly change, together with their ephemeral promises which you are a big victim.

When you’re alone, you sometimes want to stay at that state to be much more sentimental with your fur. But most likely, you want to have someone to talk to, someone you can share your schmaltz with. And that’s nobody but your friend, the only one who agrees with what you’re thinking as well as what you feel and the only one who frankly evaluates what you’re doing.

But how can you figure out that he or she’s really a friend or not. Too many questions bother your head. What you only asked for are just answers, right?

Like a mushroom, answers will just pop out. It’s naturally occurring. There are times when you feel that heaven is crumbling down in your eyes; something warm is rolling down your cheeks. Then you’ll just suddenly find a shadow casting over you, a warm hand tapping your shoulder, and there’s the friend - the person who praises you when you rise the highest among the crowd, the one who pulls you up whenever you fall down.

A TRUE friend is also whom you can share your problems and sentiments with. The one who will stay there for you and will never leave you in times of trouble and until time has got to an end. A friend is the one you can rely on even during the sun won’t seem to shine.

The word FRIEND could be nearly or too far the same with the word CRUSH. You can swear you can stay with your crush in troubled times especially when it’s only the two of you left. But not all people can share their sentiments with their crush, not only if the two of you are close to each other long before he or she knows what you have in heart. Can you re

I hope I could have a friend like what I’ve just mentioned a while ago, because that’s what I’m dreaming for a long time. Someone who I can chitchat with this summer, when days pass me by the same old way and every minute seems like endless hours.